Hauntings
Sometimes, I simply do not understand why I did the things I did…clearly I don’t really understand myself as well as I thought. The moment of impulse built up over circumstances and unconscious emotions leads to a mistake and gave birth to consequences that I must live with for the rest of my life. Oh how I wished I never let my heart take over my brain. Foolishness from a foolish fool. That undesirable detestable feeling rose whenever I had to face them. Oh how I wish I could undo my past deeds and simply focus on serving God at that time. It haunts me in the silence of the night and it pulls my heart to the core of the earth whenever I’m being reminded of the past. I am shameless and I am surprised of my abilities that time. I need to let go and I hope that they let it go too.
