January 2010
26 posts
Muddle Headed
I’m such a muddle head, I’ve got to start thinking calmly and analyze the problem instead of making rash decisions. Come on, think!
Flashes of me being so immature and ditzy just keep appearing in my head, leaving me frustrated, embarrassed and feeling awkward. Those eyes, those expressions, those soft sighs make me uneasy and feeling stupid. All these feelings didn’t occur to...
Today’s harvest:
You don’t always get what, who and how you want.
PS:
My chinese sentence structure is getting rusty. Man, I’ve got to read more chinese books from now on.
“If you don’t read the newspaper, you’re uninformed, but if you do...”
“Forgiveness is not making light of something we find hurtful. It is not saying,...”
Forgiveness
For many people who have been hurt by another, forgiveness is next to impossible. It is impossible to live this life on earth without getting hurt, mistreated, misunderstood, wronged, rejected, lied to or offended. Many of us don’t know how to forgive, because we don’t know what forgiveness really is. Let me explain what forgiveness is not, before I explain what forgiveness is.
Forgiveness is...
Ship Jumping
Tell me when?
Tell me how?
Oh please tell me true because I need an answer for all I know.
When reality hits me, I start to panic. However, I felt that time was not wasted because it is through time that I get to see what I really want and what is for me or not for me.
PS
These few days I’ve been feeling rather restless and tired. I felt so worn out. I have no clear answers regarding to...
JOB
Feels like a ‘Job’ season lately. I’ve been put through a modern Job season.
Feel like the worst person ever
You make me feel like the worst person ever
You look at me All you do is judge I feel your judgments They can be so cold You do the same things I do You make them think things are gonna happen but don’t really Its all a game I do it and all of a sudden its frowned upon You just say.. something mean and shrug it off You put ideas of death in my head as if I cant do anything right I just...
It’s all about Siew Mai this week. I ate siew mais and I drew them this week. =)
“Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else’s opinions,...”
– George Bernard Shaw
“Even in a stone
Lies a heart Soft enough to pardon
Believe me my love,
I am...”
– Hermant Anugonda
I’m lovin’ this song more and more the...
I have a dream
The old dream has ended but It was a pretty good dream, thank you. However, ironically, it wasn’t a happy ending. (This would be a perfect time for “Tear Drops on my Guitar” to be played in the background like the movies) Time to pursue a new one. Nobody could have guess what this new dream is, that I am sure. ^______^
PS:
After listening to my piano playing that I recorded...
I don’t know how to play the piano but I...
When it's not meant for you.
I never knew the message of the sermon last saturday was for me until today. You hit the nail on the head!
Time will tell indeed. When it’s not for me, it’s not for me cos you are gone gone gone gone gone.
Oh and happy birthday my friend. Hope you like the card and I must say it took a lot of courage to shamelessly dig through your old photos to just make that part of the card. =)
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Life
People are always morphing- their physical appearance, character, personalities and status. The things all around us are always changing and one day you realize time really flies. Looking through the photos and reviving your younger days, the nostalgic feeling just suddenly blanketed me. If I were to close my eyes, I would be able to still smell the fresh grass, feel the warmth of the sun, hear...
I had the weirdest strong desire for a particular job that is not within my field of studies after I woke up this morning. Maybe I should consider taking that job as part time after I graduate.
Caught Avatar with my family on the previous night. It’s awesome. Fid’s car got punctured that night hahaha, his mom and brother came after that and the whole event just felt so hilarious. What...
Thanksgiving
The advent of 2010 just brought up so many memories I have of the past. I remembered the turning points of my life, the people who have impacted me in a positive as well as the negative way, the sadness, happiness and the friends that I have made.
Indeed, after looking at the past, I’ve come a long way from who I was. I thought of the people who have changed me and motivated me into going...